I Am Fighting Back Emotions I Have Never Had Before All Because Quotes

I am fighting back emotions
I have never had before
all because I am not supposed
to love you anymore..

Aankh se lahu na bahaya kar,
ae dil usay kabhi to bhool jaya kar,
dekhna woh ek din tujhe chhor jaega,
na tu usay itna sataya kar,
itna aitbaar bhi achcha nahi hota,
usay har ek baat ba bataya kar,
shiddaat-e-gham se seena phat paega,
aankh se kuch aansu bahaya kar,
us jaisa tujhe kahin mil nahi sakta,
hazaar baar roothay hazaar baar manaya kar..

Jaane kitne hi dukh
dafna chuka hun iss dil mein,
ab to lagta hai jaise
khud ek kabristan hun main..

Waqt ke panne palatkar
fir woh haseen lamhe
jeene ko dil chaahta hai,
kabhi muskuraaya karte the sab dost milkar..
unhe saath dekhne ko aaj dil taras jaata hai.

Bahut ajeeb hain yeh bandishen muhabbat ki,
Naa to us ne qaid mein rakha, aur na hum farar hue.

Apne wajood pe itna to yakeen hai mujhe ki,
koi dooor to ho sakta hai mujhse par
bhool nahi sakta..

Bete hue lamho ko jab bhi yaad kiya humne,
gardish-e- waqt ko ru-ba-ru har baar kiya humne,
ek zakhm ubharta hai is dil mein,
jab jaam ka honto se ehtraam kiya humne.
Dooor hokar bhi tum aa jaate ho nazar ke saamne,
in palko ko jab bhi sangsaar kiya humne,
ae dost hum bhi ho chuke is ishq mein ghaayal,
aur apni zindagi ko barbaad kiya humne..